June 3rd..THE BIG DAY!

So June 3rd at 4:00 pm The Mathis Crew will find out who will be joining us..a BOY or GIRL! I am overruled in the household as to what it is (I think boy..Tobin and Sarah think Girl). However, in the outside world..everyone is on my side! We will see...

Womens Retreat 2009 & Jazz Festival

And off we went! Friday afternoon Liz, my mom, and I headed off to Ft. Worth for the 2009 First Baptist Denton Women's Retreat. It was my first time to attend one, and I promise I will be back! I sat there in amazement at what God had prepared for us! Our guest speaker had a way of making you laugh, but also convicting you in the same sentence. Which I need..I find myself thinking I am walking the right path, but this weekend I was proven WAY wrong. If I am not spending time with the Lord and in his word how am I to know his will? If Im not listening then he cant be telling me his will or "Where the Party is!" Liz and I also had the chance to attend Christy Butlers breakout session on Raising Spiritual Children! Wow! That was an experience..everything I have struggled with about raising Sarah to be Godly was answered in that session. So, I started that night...no more excuses! Christy gave a a calendar with 31 days on it and something to pray for your child each day as well as a scripture. And I have done this every night so far! Funny story..The first night was to pray for patience (well if you know Sarah she has absolutely no patience). The scripture was Galatians 5:22..which list the Fruits of the Spirit (which one of the fruits is patience). Well as I was looking at Chapter 4 the story was about Hagar and Sarah..God has a funny sense of humor! I laughed out loud and read it to Tobin! We also got to meet Alberta's awesome daughter in law Terra! Terra..we cant wait for you guys to be back in Denton!!!! Next year, if you are able please try and attend a Women's Retreat! Its a real Godly experience..and I thank the Lord I was able to experience it with my best friend, my mom, my loving Sunday School teacher, and a new friend! Ladies..hope you don't stink this week..:)

When I got home from the retreat I had 45 minutes to get ready and off we went. Tobin and I took Sarah to the Jazz Festival. All I can say..to many people! Sarah had a blast and it was fun seeing her enjoy some time with just Tobin and I. Time with her is more precious then anything else on this planet. I was zapped by that night, and I was in bed as quick as my pregnant legs would take me.

I hope you all have a good week..and hope you smell the aroma of the Lord. It really smells pretty sweet!

The view from the Hotel Entrance!

Liz and My room. We were going to take a before and after, but forgot. But trust us we did a number on the room!

My child that has no fear!

Sweet Girl..love her

She had a flower painted on her face..it was so cute!

Some first!!

So, today I had a haircut appointment and took Sarah with me. This is the first time I have ever taken her to the hair salon by myself...but I was prepared. I brought some toys, colors, and a portable DVD player. She has been begging Tobin for a week to get her hair cut short..like Mommy's..but he has faithfully said no. Which is fine, because he loves long hair and I continue to make mine shorter and shorter..:) On the way to the salon she told me she wanted to get her hair cut after mine..I told her we could only cut a little so Daddy wouldn't strangle us both. She was OK with that. Now..why is this a "first"..well any other time I have taken her to get her hair or bangs cut she has cried, wanted to sit in my lap, and REFUSED to wear the cape. I told her she would have to sit on the chair (by herself), wear the cape, and sit still like a big girl and she was all for it! So while I was getting my haircut she played quietly in the waiting area, and when I told her it was her turn she eagerly ran over to me. Well, I didn't know that the stylist wanted to shampoo Sarah's hair, which I started to get anxious about, because with Sarah you have to prepare her for EVERYTHING or she could have a meltdown. But, she walked right over like a big girl and sat there while she shampooed her hair. I seriously got teary eyed! Why? Well as most of you know Sarah has been painfully shy for most of her life, but in the last few months she has grown up and really came out of her shell... She started to cry a little while she washed her hair..only because leaning back on that sink was hurting her neck..and I agree! It does the same for me! Next came the haircut, and she sat in that chair, put that cape on, and giggled the whole time she cut her hair! AND she even let the stylist blow dry her..So this is our little Sarah's "First Big Girl Haircut!" Love it!

Oh, and a funny (I guess) story to add..while I was waiting for my stylist the Esthestcian (sp?) came up to me and introduced herself and this is what how the introduction went "Hi, my name is Lisa and I wanted to introduce myself. Right now I have a special going on for (cant remember what is was called) that we can run over your tummy to help smooth it down and help flatten it out". And my response was.."Well, I'm pregnant!" Her response "Well, I guess you don't need that then..hahaha!" Ok lets analyze this..had I not been pregnant I assure you I would have left there in tears, and never gone back. However, who says that to a women in the first place? So.. to flatten your stomach..geez!

Before the Tears..but Loving the water!

Look at that Smile!

She laughed that she could see herself in the mirror!

I told her she had donkey ears!

Oh, and she let the lady use a roll brush!

I know that Martha at Rizzos in Denton doesn't read my blog, but I want to thank her immensely for being so patient and sweet with Sarah. In fact, thanks to the Rizzo girls in general..they all just let Sarah do her thing while I was getting my haircut. If anyone needs a stylist..I highly recommend Martha! Also, thanks mom for our haircuts..we love them!

On to the next first..Mimi and Pappy bought Sarah her first pool of the season. Here she is loving every minute of it!

The Fours!

1. Choose the 4th folder in which you store pictures in your computer.
2. Choose the 4th picture.
3. Explain that picture.
4. Tag 4 people.

Sarah and her first Pool!

She was about 11 months old! I remember going to the Dollar Store to buy it because that day had been so hot; however when I got home it had cooled off a bit but we just warmed the water and filled the pool! I didn't have a bathing suit that fit her..you cant tell by this picture but her boobies were about 2 inches above the bathing suit top! I also didn't have a clue about swim diapers so I put her in a regular one..yeah bad idea! That think was as big as a bowling ball when she got out. Wow! How she has grown!

I tag:

1. Nikki

2. Nicole

3. Liz

4. Kera

Girls only day!

After a rough few days (between pregnancy hormones and 4 year old hormones) I decided that Sarah and I would have a girls only day! It is something I had been wanting to do for a while..but as always TIME seemed to get in the way! So as I laid in bed at 1:00 am this morning I decided today was the day..NO MATTER WHAT! We had MOPS this morning..then off for a fun day! First we went to the Bluebonnets to take pictures...she is such a HAM! Look at those poses! We are in trouble when she turns 16..I know! Then off to lunch..when we pulled up I told her it was just going to be us two, and all she said was "Yea! Thanks mom!"..love it! Then I took her for her first pedicure (well I had a pedicure and she got her toes and hands painted). She chose green and pink for her toes and glitter for her fingers. She just sat there and smiled the whole time..I have definitely started something! She is now down for a nap cause we have a blast ball game tonight. After feeling like a failure as a mother the last few days, today showed me how much that little girl loves me..and really a little time is all she needed! I sit back and really cherish today..because as I look at these pictures I realize my little baby has grown so fast..faster then my mind can fathom. As Tobin's cousins wife put it..this season will soon be over, and all we will have are the memories. And today..I think I made some pretty good ones!

Happy Easter!

Hope everyone had a blessed Easter weekend! Our's was pretty uneventful! We had a Garage Sale on Saturday..that we planned literally at 9:30 pm Friday night. We did well though..made a little pocket change..:) Sunday we went to church and then to my parents to visit with my family! Below are some pictures from Easter Sunday. On a side note...Tobin and I are celebrating our 8 year anniversary today! Wow..8 years! He text'd me this morning (thanks to my mom for texting both of us and wishing us a Happy Anniversary..neither one of us remembered) and asked if I ever thought we would have a 4 year old old, a baby on the way, and have no clue who some of the bands are on SNL! The Yeah Yeah Yeah's were on Saturday night..dont have any idea who they are! I laughed..Sarah and him are by far my two greatest accomplishments! I love him and respect him more today than the day I married him. He is a great father, and one of the greatest men I have ever known!

Sarah and her Easter Dress!

Hunting Easter Eggs..she got SO much Candy. Anyone want any?

My cousins and my Brother holding Sarah!

Ok, I laughed at this picture..she is 4..and acts as old as the other two..who are 8 and 10

Her and the pinata..the boys never got to hit..the girls busted it open first!

Before the Shaving Cream Fight..yes Shaving Cream

After Shaving Cream!

My cousin bathing in the shvaing cream!

My mother is brave..she let all this kiddos litter her yard, house, and bathtub with shaving cream! The kids had a BLAST! It was fun to see what they all looked like when the battle was over!

Take Care!

Baby Update!

I went to the Dr. today for my follow up from the ER. In no time at all Dr. Reaves found the baby's heartbeat, and she said it sounded so good! She also said she did not think I was having a miscarriage cause the bleeding had stopped and I had no cramping! That was a relief to hear..cause up to that point no one could tell me if I was loosing the baby. So, maybe I will get some sleep tonight..and not wake up with a migraine. The other good news is...the sonogram showed that I was two days further along than they thought. So my new due date: October 17!

Thanks for your prayers!

Weekend?? What Weekend??

Wow! This has been by far the busiest weekend we have had in LONG time. I will try and be as brief as possible as to what we did..cause we had something come up last night I want to be sure I explain as well as possible..

Saturday:
We had our first blast ball game! It was so nice outside and they kids did a GREAT job. We had pictures before the game, which Sarah was refusing to participate in. After much coaxing and a few threats she sat and took the picture. She did really well at the game..my brother came to watch her so that pretty much overshadowed everyone else that had come! She played REALLY hard and hit the ball with all she had. All and all the game went on without a hitch! After the game we went and ate lunch with my parents and brother. We had Palios Pizza in Denton..Yummy!!

Sunday:
Was church day! We really love Sundays..its a day of fellowship and a spritual refill! We remembered the walk that Jesus made to Jeruselum the week before he was crucified. Jesus, thank you for that walk and dying for my sins! Tobin went and got Sarah early from her Sunday School Class so she could watch Cooper and Gracie being dedicated. (They are the kiddos to our VERY best friends Logan and Liz). They gave her a palm leaf for "Palm Sunday" and while sitting there waiting for the dedication she must have slapped the face of the guy in front of us 3 times..we finally laid it on the ground! The dedication was wonderful and emotional! What a blessing and joy those two babies have given The Jones Clan! After the dedication we went to Logan and Liz's for lunch! Ok, Logan's mom can COOK! If she didnt live 45 minutes from me I would be at their house EVERY night eating. She would be so tired of me..but me and the baby would be SOOO happy! Sarah met some new friends (Gracie and Bella..Liz's niece). And did you know there is a different note that three little girls can scream that no one has ever heard before?? WOW..it was loud but oh so much fun! I am in LOVE with Liz and Logans family. If you ever question how Liz and Logan turned out as well as they have..meet their family and it will ALL make sense!After lunch we went to the church for the Easter Eggstravaganza! At one point I felt my head spin..it was organized chaos, but it was fun! Sarah, Bella, and Gracie did so well hunting eggs, but were over it pretty quick. It had been a VERY long, joyful, and blessful day!

And this is where things went South. While at Liz's house I had gone to the bathroom (and this may be to much TMI but I want to make sure you get the complete story) and noticed a little blood when I wiped. I didnt really worry cause I knew I had done ALOT this weekend. But when we got home I went to the bathroom and it had gotten a little heavier. So in tears I called my mom to come get Sarah so we could go to the ER. (I only hope I can turn out to be as good of a mom as my mom is..) She was at home so it was going to be 30 mintues before she could get her, and I wasnt going to wait. So I went ahead and left and Tobin stayed to wait for my mom. I called Liz on the way, and just like friends do she prayed over me and the baby. She cried while I cried and was SO awesome! I asked that she called Alberta (one of our Sunday School teachers..they are such a blessing and peace when you need them!) and tell her to start praying. As I drove the longest drive of my life, my mom called to talk to me. You know as a child crawling in her lap or having her hold my hand was so reassuring, but all I had was her voice this time. And truth be told that was by far the most reassurance I have ever had. She talked to me until I got to the hospital..and as I type this I get teary eyed..because I was SO scared and she kept it all together as to be sure that I didnt get upset. I signed in at 6:30 pm, and just waited. With such fear and prayers..I asked that my GOD would be near me and hold me tight! Tobin got there not to long after that, as well as Alberta and David. They were good for me..it kept my mind off the task at hand and kept me upbeat! They called me back about 8:45 or so..their concern was I was having a miscarriage, but wanted to run some test to see if in fact that was the case. First they drew blood, which all came back normal. Then I had to have a cathater so they could get urine, which showed I had a UTI (didnt even know I had one!). Then the sonographer came in...that was by far the scariest part of all this. This was the moment I was going to see if my baby was tucked safely where it needed to be. Well, the good news..the baby was indeed were it needed to be. Moving around ALOT, and had a strong heartbeat! PRAISE the LORD is all I could say! Then they did a pelvic exam which did show blood, but my cervix is closed so they weren't to concerned. The last thing that the Dr. said was he couldnt rule out that I was/am having a miscarriage, but all thing were pointing towards good news. My diagnosis..a Threatened Miscarriage. I have an appt. with my OB tomorrow to follow up, please day a pray for me and the baby! I am still not convinced I am out of the woods..I wont be till I hold the baby in my arms.

Ok, sorry it was so long! Just lots of things to catch up on..I will post tomorrow with what the OB says.

Goodbye Ruby...Hello Ruby!

This week has been a pretty emotional week for me. There have been many people, who I directly and indirectly know, that have been faced with a loss this week. I was a basket case most of Tuesday and ALL day Wednesday..thanks mom and Liz for giving me your shoulders to cry on. I was at Liz's most of the day on Wednesday and I was an nervous wreck! Why? Because Wednesday at 3:30 pm we were to go and hear the baby's heartbeat for the first time. I don't know that I would have been so emotional had I not heard of 3 mothers who have lost their babies while pregnant...this week! My heart broke for them, and I was scared of what the appointment held. I went to the appointment in tears, my OB handed me a whole box of Kleenex..my blood pressure was 160/79 ( I know that is high..I rechecked it today and it was 117/74..so all is well), and Tobin said I broke out in hives all over my chest. But, the Lord all Mighty was with us cause within a few mintues we heard the strong heartbeat of our second blessing! I just cried and thanked the Lord for giving us such a miracle, and the peace that our little peanut is tucked safe in my uterus! GOD IS GOOD!

What does that have to do with my title? Well, this is where my day started. I went in to check on Ruby and to feed her. And as you may have guessed from my title Little Ruby was no longer with us..in spirit. She lay there in her food and obviously had been dead for a while. So I quietly put her back in the laundry room and ran into the hall and called Tobin. It was one of those conversations where I was whispering as loudly as I could in the phone. His reponse was "How are you going to tell her"..and my response.."Im not..you can when you get home!" So fast forward through the day as I dreaded having to tell my child, who was SO deeply in love with this bunny, that she had died. I would have waited till Tobin got home, but Sarah kept asking to see her when we got home and that is when I told her. Oh, goodness! The tears and heartache she felt was so heartbreaking for me. I just cried and cried with her. Then my mommy instincts kicked in and I said (without talking to Tobin) we will go right now and buy you another one! Well, Tobin and I had talked about getting her another one, but not today. But oh, she was not going to suffer anymore with the thought of Ruby dying. So off to Krum Feed Store we went, and there we found Ruby (the 2nd of course). Sarah is head over heels in love again, and Tobin and her are going outside as we speak to bury Ruby. Never did I think when I was young that when you have children this is part of it. The good news, Krum Feed Store has 5 other bunnies that look just like our new Ruby. So..maybe we should just get an account with them!