Babble, Bubbles, and Ballet..

As I laid in bed last night unable to sleep, my mind was racing of so many things. I almost got up and just watched TV but I just laid there waiting to fall asleep..which I did after midnight! I am not sure if the pregnancy is really getting to me or if I am legit in what I feel (I think it is a little of both)..here are some things that are consuming my emotions right now..fear, sadness, anger, loneliness (no, not from my husband, and no one will understand or will tell me I have no reason to feel this so I chose just to accept it), emotional, tired, hurt...and the list goes on. In fact as I type this I have tears in my eyes! I don't mean to be a downer but I just wanted to get some things off my chest.

So, on to some happier things. Kendall finished my maternity pictures and they are awesome. Now my mom and I have a very uneasy task of narrowing them down...everyone of them is soooo good. She captured such a sweet time in our lives, and it was worth my husband and daughter acting like they have never taken a picture before..cause the end result was amazing!

Reed is running out of room..he no longer kicks me he rolls and pushes on me. Tobin laid there the other night with his arm on my stomach and was amazed at how much he moved. Sarah has yet to feel him..only cause she wont sit still long enough. It is getting so close..I am 32 weeks, and Sarah came (on her own) at 37 1/2 weeks..so you do the math! That is where a little of my fear is coming into play! I have two showers coming up..which I am excited about.

Sarah started ballet, and she LOVES it! She is in awww of ballerinas right now and I think we may have found out niche for a while. My parents bought her ballet shoes yesterday, and my mom is taking her to ballet on Saturday..which my mom is thrilled its just going to be them two! Sarah is in love with my parents and would spend every waking moment with them, and they would take her..but I have to set rules and boundaries! :)

Here are some pictures..enjoy!